Today is January 21st, 2021, and I have been blessed unlike a lot of people in 2020. In 2019, I was offered the job of my dreams, which helped me meet and helped different types of people,, got my own place in, and later got a new car (one I always wanted) in 2020. I never quarantine in 2020, but 2019 to 2020 thought me how to love myself, and helped me figure out what I really wanted out of life. So I’ve decided to continue down that path and keep putting myself first by continuing to fulfill my God-given purpose under this sun. So the idea of creating a vision’s board and visualize me through 2021, by first reflecting on the pass, which made me more determined. I’ve had a couple of romantic relationships and noticed these men were actually trying to hold me back, but for a second there I wanted to blame myself for letting them in, then I remembered, there’s a lesson. In the past, the devil knows that I’ll stress, want to fix everything, and blame myself, so he tried to take me down that path again, but it didn’t work. For 2021, I visualize my future self to be the best God-fearing woman, self-care by working out more, eat well, grow my hair back, continue loving and giving, continue to read and write, listen, continue counseling, listen to my intuitions more, continue to have faith, do something every so often out of my comfort zone, get more sleep and above all, have fun. I have acknowledged that no one is perfect; so I won’t wait for perfect either. I want to share my story more with other women, the abuse at the hands of my ex, how family neglected me at the mostvulnerable time in my life, because I know there’s another like me who’s ashamed or blame herself.
